I wanted to be certain that you loved me.Instead, I lost you.I suffered quite a bit and I probably deserved it." Doc had left her out of jealousy and was still repelled by her lifestyle, but retained a lingering love for her.Absolutely out of the question.My division was cut to pieces.What""s left of it is in no position to even hold the Ant Hill, let alone take it.I""m sorry, but that""s the truth.Manipulatively with subtle and persuasive urgings as hey weave around each other in the large room, Broulard intimates hat the vain-glorious, ambitious Mireau might be considered, as a "fighting general," for a rapid promotion to the Twelfth Corps (with another star) if the Ant Hill is taken.He""ll already be home, back where he belongs" with "home-field advantage" if he won his monumental struggle against Freddy, and wished to remain there.He offered his candid, low opinion of the daily newspaper that cost a nickel:I was passing through Albuquerque."Plot SynopsisThe film""s credits (viewed with fluid, scripted type-lettering) play above a slowly undulating blue velvet, fabric backdrop as Angelo Badalamenti""s sensual string score floridly plays.