" Stress and psychic trauma, through close identification with his prey, forced "Top Cop" Graham to enter a "loony bin" (according to the tabloid) and retire from the FBI.He dismisses the importance of seeing Parsons"" patient, telling his nurse/assistant Miss Wainwright (Dorothy Peterson):Well, you tell Dr.Ryan also survived the blast when his helicopter crashed, and phoned CIA headquarters, telling them the Russians were not responsible - he was worried that Fowler would blame the Russians and retaliate.If they""re exposed, they""ll be executed." He added: "Anything goes wrong, I call abort, everybody walk away immediately." In preparation, they discussed their high-tech gadgets including a pair of glasses with a camera in its bridge (that could transmit video to Ethan""s wristwatch) and an earpiece, and a red/green piece of gum - potentially explosive.I have so much to tellyouand perhaps very little ime.Will I ever send it? I don""t know.I must find strength to write now before it""s too late, and as I write it may become clear hat what happened to us had its own reason beyond our poor understanding.