The thought of not being with you - I can""t breathe.I""m haunted by the kiss hat you should never have given me...You are in my very soul, ormenting me.What can I do?" More grounded in the real world although aware of their mutual attraction, she knew that their wo life""s paths were going in divergent directions - as a Senator and a Jedi, and they couldn""t live a lie and remain secretly in love.She saw a young girl named Alice (the same girl making a chalk drawing in the film""s opening) building a sand castle near by.When Edmund heard a noise a few minutes later, he grabbed his silver.38 caliber snub-nosed revolver and descended the stairs to the front hallway.At the top of the stairs, Matty shouted out a warning to Ned about Edmund""s unexpected weapon: "He has a gun.I know facts like this because I work for an insurance company - Consolidated Life of New York.We""re one of the top five companies in the country.Our home office has 31,259 employees - which is more than the entire population of Natchez, Mississippi.