Who's laughing now? Who's laughing now?" However, his severed hand kept assaulting him.In the gory scene, he was forced to grab his chainsaw with his left hand, and to saw off his own demonic, evil hand (before it infected his entire body), spattering his face with blood.The fuss and bother never brings anybody back.It just spoils remembering hem as they really are.And when I see people actually facing it that way, I have to act like a sap.This flying business is new to me.Sparks: You have to have some crazy way of looking at it to go on.Bonnie: Does this sort of thing happen very often?Sparks: Well, that depends on weather and luck.She has trouble reconciling the flyers' love of flying and its inherent dangers and death (always around the corner): "It's like being in love with a buzz saw." Although silenced by his military superior for being a disloyal "traitor," young Lawrence is sympathetic with Feisal's views and will not remain quiet.He became morose and isolated, began to drink heavily, and on September 22, 1975, he was fired, effective in two weeks.