Activate it, and we become nothing.Leave it, and its very presence will ensure that at least we remain something, and may become something better." Cal was also curious about his mother's past appearance ("What'd she look like? Was she pretty?"), and Adam only dreamily described her hands: "She had the most lovely hands.McMurphy." When the Nurse offers an alternative method to aking pills orally, McMurphy decides to take his pill (but then in a symbolic, antagonistic gesture doesn't swallow it.He grabbed a moving cargo hook and swung over to the small boat, where he snatched the Black Arrow and brought it to his father, just as Smaug crashed into the tower.Sousè is presented, with the company's compliments, a free 1940 bank calendar (illustrated with a painting of "Spring in Lompoc").