Some nights, I clean off he blood.Alone during the early morning hours, he walks through the porno district and spends his free time in a triple-X rated porno film house - a clue that his personality is schizoid and hypocritical.A variety of futuristic sci-fi gags included elaborate props such as gigantic hydroponic plants, robots, flight suits, and intimacy-free techno-gadgets (the Orb, videophone, and the automated Orgasmatron).Thousands of visitors surrounded the hospital to pay their respects.Lois and Jason visited Superman""s hospital room, where she whispered to him: "I wanted to tell you..." and then kissed him on the lips.Jason also ran up to Superman""s side and kissed him on the forehead before they left the room.(His Earth mother Martha Kent, looking like the Virgin Mary, was within the awaiting crowd, but not allowed to enter.Unfortunately, the film was ignored and lacked even a single nomination by the Academy of Motion Picture Arts and Sciences.I go down to the kitchen and order dinner.Then there""s the ladies"" luncheon and bridge, always the same ladies.Then dinner - the same people we dined with last week.After dinner, poker for the men and women for the women.There""s talk of children and doctors and servants and the garden club...I can""t go on liking he same things forever and ever...I want all the lovely things I""ve got a right to.In Europe, a woman of my age is just getting o the point where men begin to take a serious interest in her.